That Shit- Mario (2011 NEW RNB MUSIC) With Lyrics

Just The Way I Am....

Welp... It's Wendy again. I don't understand myself... I promise I think i would be a successful person in everything if I didn't underestimate myself. I know how to give advice to my friends I think I just don't know how to say it in a way where I won't offend them. I think she's mad at me. And I do care, I don't want her to be but at the same time I want her to see what everyone else see's. Famous Line "LOVE IS BLIND" and when she said that I made it sound worse then it was, I realized just how much love is blind cause she don't see what others see. I only told the truth. I said it like it was, didn't lie about anything. But I can understand where my advice would mean nothing to her. Like she tried to say last night but she didn't I haven't had many relationships and so forth. That really pisses me off too! I have seen my friends and family in relationships and seen them get hurt the same way over and over again so yeah I have trouble trusting guys and being in relationships because when I sense something is wrong I know how its going to get and I get out but I don't understand to them. I learned everything through them. See when I start thinking about it I get mad as hell. They Judge me from me not being in a big real relationship like them but why would that matter when they are constantly telling me about their relationships, how bad, how good, and I am watching from the side seeing everything they don't. I know shit they will never know. Stupid as fuck is what they are acting like. And if they wanted me to be truely whole hearted real with them instead of saying it nicely I would straight up tell them and right then and there we would probably never be friends again...The sad part is that's what i thought friends did. So Like my horoscope said I have to face a few of my own fears. i have the power to make my dreams come true. I just gotta believe in myself cause I know I can too. I have to put all my strength and will power into it. So today is day one of where I want to be.... Everyday i am going to do what I gotta do to make myself better. Starting with my health. I need to loose weight and be healthier physically. I need to get myself on a schedule. I have to get my school stuff right. I need to get my mind better. Im going to need help I know but want to start this strong so lets do it, So this right now at 12:43pm I am making a change for ME! Liberated is how I want to become.... SO tomorrow will be a different day. I need to finish some homework. Step One lets do it... Update yall 2maro!! ****2FINGERS**** Love Leigh =)