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Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Update of The CRAZINESS
So My last post I expressed the ups and downs of my crazy feelings and everything that was currently going on and I just want to start by updating that. I was able to make it to Dante's funeral but I couldn't go up to the casket. I sat in the 3rd row facing him so I stared at him the whole time just saying how unreal it was and he looked weird not like Dante but it was. I still don't feel like it's real! I just wish he could of got to come to Miami one time! When I told him happy bday last year he said he wanted to come down and party with us. its still heart breaking and it really is something that is going to take time to register and really try to get over. I hope Joey is caught though and soon before his life is taken as well. You can't solve violence with violence. To get out all the bad, Jaquetta *aka* Jae is in a rough place right now. I tweeted that"It's hard to see someone you was once so close with hit rock bottom, when you didn't even know they was going through it." She has a warrant for prostitution, theft and I think drugs. Which is definitely not what I would have ever seen her doing with her life. All I been thinking about lately is writing a song with her and having her sing. I hope I get a hold of her soon. or at least her dad! I don't know if he know's whats going on with her. If he don't respond soon I'm going to have to contact her brothers frank or Chaz. I don't even know. I just am lost with it right now. I'll be praying for her. On a brighter note, Cadence is getting sooooo big and even more beautiful. Ima post a pic of her on here. So all my babies will be on here. This weekend also I went to North Carolina to see my brother with my other brother. It was cool! It's crazy how all that driving can bring two people closer! I love my brothers. Hopefully soon my mom can understand that and just accept that they are a part of me and I love them they same as my sisters and her. They had nothing to do with the situation between her and Alan. They were brought into it innocently. & they are more than welcomed to be in my life and they will be! But north Carolina is Nice. I don't know about moving there. it's far as hell! But I could definitely see myself moving to a bigger city close to Zanesville. Or even in a neighboring state of Ohio. I'm taking my Lyrie boo and Tee Bee with me tho! I'm about to start working too cause this no income thing is not working for me. I need cash. & I'm staying in Oxford this weekend so it'll be weekend 2 that im not going home. Trying to stay here til the 14th which is fall break. I'm still sick which sucks!!! Hopefully it will be over soon! Like real soon! Anyway I'm going to end on that note! Just Praying....
Love Always -N- Forever
Wendy Leigh
Love Always -N- Forever
Wendy Leigh
Tuesday, September 20, 2011
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
A lifetime of Mourning =(
As of Friday September 9th 2011 my best friend became a mommy to a beautiful baby girl named Cadence MyLynn who I just love unconditionally. And as of Saturday September 10th 2011 I lost someone so dear. Dante Alan Wolford took flight to heaven around 8pm. I am truely heartbroken and baffled in trying to understand WHY?? It just doesn't seem right. It's not fair. Its hard to deal with it. Never had someone so close die so young. And the funeral aint til the end of the week and i know its really gona be real then. Something so crazy. My last time being able to see Tay. All I can do is be sad and cry. It makes me realize life is so short. Makes me want more and want to work harder to get what I want. I pray to God that Dante made it safely to Heaven and hopefully he doesn't feel regrets and it isnt anything like I imagine. because I have this vision that you can see everyone you love feeling so much pain and you cant do anything about it but I hope and pray that he doesnt feel that way cause I know everyone loves him and eventually they will get through this together but its going to take a while. I hope Joey gets caught. I would never wish death apon anyone but God knows that that man does not deserve to walk this green earth after he took Dante from it. So senseless and ridiculous. I wrote Tay a letter too so if I don't make it to the funeral at least he knows I was paying my respects. Dear God if you are listening let him know I love him and I'll see him again one day and I want the biggest hug ever!!!!!! But untill then Goodbye Baby boy!! Rest in Heavenly Peace!
Love Always -N- Eternity
Wendy Leigh 3
Love Always -N- Eternity
Wendy Leigh 3
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