So My last post I expressed the ups and downs of my crazy feelings and everything that was currently going on and I just want to start by updating that. I was able to make it to Dante's funeral but I couldn't go up to the casket. I sat in the 3rd row facing him so I stared at him the whole time just saying how unreal it was and he looked weird not like Dante but it was. I still don't feel like it's real! I just wish he could of got to come to Miami one time! When I told him happy bday last year he said he wanted to come down and party with us. its still heart breaking and it really is something that is going to take time to register and really try to get over. I hope Joey is caught though and soon before his life is taken as well. You can't solve violence with violence. To get out all the bad, Jaquetta *aka* Jae is in a rough place right now. I tweeted that"It's hard to see someone you was once so close with hit rock bottom, when you didn't even know they was going through it." She has a warrant for prostitution, theft and I think drugs. Which is definitely not what I would have ever seen her doing with her life. All I been thinking about lately is writing a song with her and having her sing. I hope I get a hold of her soon. or at least her dad! I don't know if he know's whats going on with her. If he don't respond soon I'm going to have to contact her brothers frank or Chaz. I don't even know. I just am lost with it right now. I'll be praying for her. On a brighter note, Cadence is getting sooooo big and even more beautiful. Ima post a pic of her on here. So all my babies will be on here. This weekend also I went to North Carolina to see my brother with my other brother. It was cool! It's crazy how all that driving can bring two people closer! I love my brothers. Hopefully soon my mom can understand that and just accept that they are a part of me and I love them they same as my sisters and her. They had nothing to do with the situation between her and Alan. They were brought into it innocently. & they are more than welcomed to be in my life and they will be! But north Carolina is Nice. I don't know about moving there. it's far as hell! But I could definitely see myself moving to a bigger city close to Zanesville. Or even in a neighboring state of Ohio. I'm taking my Lyrie boo and Tee Bee with me tho! I'm about to start working too cause this no income thing is not working for me. I need cash. & I'm staying in Oxford this weekend so it'll be weekend 2 that im not going home. Trying to stay here til the 14th which is fall break. I'm still sick which sucks!!! Hopefully it will be over soon! Like real soon! Anyway I'm going to end on that note! Just Praying....
Love Always -N- Forever
Wendy Leigh
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