New Era
Monday, October 31, 2011
Halloween Day 2011
Well its been over a month since I have updated my blog/diary. Ummm yeah a lot has definitely happened. So much I don't even know where to start. The first thing on my mind is Clarence:). Tomorrow November 1st marks 6 Years that me and him have been back and forth. It's crazy. I'm still confused about him but I know I love him and that is enough for me right now. i just want to be with him but its unrealistic. So it's a "For Now" thing. Man I thought I was really pregnant. I was a whole week late on my period an I'm still feeling weird though. He don't need no more kids and I don't need any yet. Amyway School is definitely getting hectic. I'm slacking for sure! I don't want to do anything and I have been procrastinating alot! I need to get it together like asap. I lost my apartment keys too. Smh. My mammaw isn't really doing to good either. She's been in hospice since about March but they told mom they don't think she'll make it to Christmas. Which is heartbreaking. & my mom is devastated. Mammaw is her world besides Brayleigh. I don't even know what to think about that. It's freaking crazy. I have been so emotional lately too. i cry about everything and just a lot of stuff has been not going my way. it leans toward me and then just goes away. I get one step and then pushed far back. i found diaries that prove I am stuck in the same place Ive been in. I need something to move me forward!! i need something! =( Just gotta keep it pushing it! The song I'm bout to post is for my first love, the one who will always have a piece of my heart no matter what!Clarence Eugene Davis Jr.
Love Always-N-Day
Wendy Leigh
Love Always-N-Day
Wendy Leigh
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