No Prize....

So I officially started at Wal-mart today. All * hr shifts, Guess I can't complain considering I have a cell bill and credit card bill to finish paying off. Plus still working one day at White Castle a week. which means getting paid every Thursday. I kinda hinted to Tia today about a couple things, who knows maybe she got it. I aint gona just say it though. I did her hair today. I hooked her up a little but you know what, I am realizing that I am not winning a prize or a contest by pleasing everyone but yourself. I need to learn how to make myself happy. It sucks that I can do that for others but not myself. I can make them happy and appreciative but I can't for myself. =(. Guess I can add that to my life todo list that never gets touched because I am sulking in pitty. I definitely need to take glory. But How do I do this? It has to be my time right? When?? Like in that Fabolous song My time. Guess I needa get a motivator. I needa find my iPod too. This shit is BS! Tomorrow after work. 10:30-5:30. May 26th I should get some good money. Hopefully taxes doesn't completely wipe me. I had em take an extra $5 out every check for tax reasons anyway. i am claiming Alyria next tax season though I do know that much!! Hopefully Tia don't blow this school loan money on useless shit. Smh Hopefully Kayla straightens her out a little! Help her get on a good path for her and Lyrie! Well I needa go to bed. 8 and 9 hour days for the rest of the week. Toodles

Love Always-n-Forever

Wendy Leigh