What I want....

Hmmm So Brentnei Moved out this weekend... Osama Bin Laden was killed, I am currently watching Obama speak and tell the story about his killing. this gives him so much more votes!! want to bet? We'll see. I just wish that gas would go down and all this bickering of the deficit would stop cutting into the college budget so I have some money to finish school with. I actually cooked a meal. Prolly wont do it again considering my limited options of what to cook and what to cook with! man I am nervous about these Exams... especially this SOC 151.. fml about it. Im going to go out to Zane State asap so I can take this STATS class and transfer the credit.. This sucks cause I can already tell Im not gona get a C in this stupid Soc class which means ima have to take it over again to even apply to this Social Work Major. I'm kind of tired of dealing with all the trouble it is taking to reach these goals. Everything is starting to take all my energy and patience which wasn't much to begin with. I'm physically, emotionally, and and everything else broken down. I am in panic mode. I hate not knowing whats next and what do I do? I am scared of the unknown. I should just focus on right now though... I need to STUDY and just know what I need to know as much as possible so that I can do good on these exams. I think I have an A in fsw 365 and If i can do good on this exam for 381 i can get an A- in here and maybe that can out weigh the Soc grade which is likely to be a D... =( I keep thinking about babies too. I have wanted to become a mom for so long but my insecurities have made me stop all that. This summer I have high hopes for myself though. Hopefully a lot of realizing! I need it I know that much! Ughghhhh I just want to scream right now... Bout to crawl in my bed and stay there! I can only handle so much... Guess what I want is irrelevant